Outside my Window..

This is a fiction story not based on any real experience.I took the base idea from a short story

It wasnt the first time I was left alone at home.My parents were out for the night at my sister's school.I decided to stay back at home as I wasn't that interested to watch her school's annual day.
I was through with an hour of being bored and started to think why nothing interesting or thrilling has been happening in my life?

Many window's bright lights stroked my window.I looked outside and peep into every house that i could see.Most of them are watching television.I could recognize that some people were watching MediaCorp.I sometimes match the televisions of peoples houses and see how many of them I can match.Its a nice one
person game :)

As I was looking through each window,I stopped at the peculiar one.It was diagonally below me.Maybe 3 stories below my level?I dont know...

What i saw was the most ferocious scene I had ever scene.

It was a man,A very tall,non-asian,a foreigner, for sure,stabbing a woman and i could also see there was another dead person laying on the floor.He kept stabbing a woman.I was astonished and scared looking at it, but I didnt look away.Maybe iv seen alot of action and violent movies that maybe those type of scenes dont really affect me anymore?

I did not shift my gaze i continued to stare at the woman being stabbed.I felt my body go numb,my hands sweaty.I did not know what to do,but i was sure not to look away.It just seemed as if i was hypnotized until I saw another man walk to the window.Now that guy was asian.He was chinku(small eyes)
He caught my sight.I thought I saw death right in front of me.I looked away,hastily closed my windows and curtains and peeped through the curtain.I could see he was gone.My eyes kept looking around for him at the entrance to my block.I thought he would be after me.As my eyes kept wandering everywhere,it caught the sight of him peeping through another window and then I knew.

I knew that he knew that i looked at the murder scene.I shut all the curtains of all the rooms and switched off all the lights.I got the pen knife ready at hand and locked the door..
I kept pacing the house and kept looking through the door peephole to see if he was waiting outside...
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Is he gonna come and kill me?Am i gonna run outta the house for help?Or call the police and my parents?
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Im still thinking what to write next.But what do you guys think?

Ghosts or No Ghosts?

Hey guys,I know its been a while since a blogged,i just havent gotten any topic to write on.
Recently I went to India for my grandmothers death.Kinda Depressing,Kinda Ok.It was expected.
Nothing of supernatural thing happened then,but i heard loadsss.
My grandmums brother(let me just call him my grandad),he told me all sorts of stories.How the soul leaves your body.He said that if you die with your eyes open,the soul goes out through the eyes and same for the mouth.In my grandmums case, there was blood coming out of her mouth,she had cancer.So he was telling me that maybe the soul came out of her mouth.He was actually saying something about getting blood out of the face had some meaning but i guess he didnt wanna tell me because im still a kid (i dont blame him,because im sure i would have gotten freaked out)
Somehow my dad didnt tell me he talked to his late brother through an ouji board and I thought my dad was one the most scaredy cats I have ever seen, at least he acts like that?
Anyway,my uncle he died in his college years.It seems he and his friends were out swimming in some new sports complex and they didn't even know how to swim,they just kept jumping around and he landed in an accident and died.The thing is that,he told his parents that he was just going to the library to study or something.So his parents(my grandparents) were shocked after they got to know where he died.My granddad(the real one) wanted to know 1.Who did he go with? 2.How did it happen?
Well my dad and his uncle heard about some guy who gets you to talk with spirits using a ouji board.THEY DID IT.It seems that they asked the spirit(my late uncle) who came for him?and the spirit actually answered moving the thing on the ouji board saying 'uncle and brother' in Telugu.It seems they talked in Telugu through English.Pretty weird.He answered the questions and all was well.
There was this other incident where my cousin passed away 2(or 1?) years ago.It seems his spirit was in the house for some time.You know how in Indian temples where people start to move around really freaky and they are supposedly possessed or something?Well that exactly didn't happen in my house :P but my aunt started shaking a bit and said that she could feel his presence and my cousin's dad one night supposedly felt him push on him while sleeping.
Now I hear a lot of ghost stories and I usually get scared,but after hearing about these ones.i just don't.Somehow it kinda stopped me from feeling really scared.Yes i am still scared but not as much.I don't know why.But one things for sure,there are spirits in the world lurking around.maybe they stay here for 10 days and then just drift to a new life or just end up in heaven?
When I was in India for the ten day ritual for my grandmother,a week after her death,my uncle died.It was the most unexpected thing ever.He was fine in the morning but came back home as a body.They say he had an heart attack or his pace maker failed(which he recently got changed).We don't know because my cousins and aunt didn't want a postmortem.All i wanna say is that.I miss you bethanaina so much.naen mathrum ledhu,andhrum mereny miss chestham bethanaina.
R.I.P Bethanaina and Nanamma.Mereny challa miss chestham.


What do you guys think?Ghosts or no Ghosts?any experiences?

Diwali?fun?

Well its Diwali tomorrow(or eve of Diwali today :P ) and my family and I are doing absolutely nothing.NOTHING
Its not as if my family is a loner and all.They do get invited to parties,my mum is ready to go,but my dad just wants to stay at home -.- He isn't anti-social.He just wants to sit on the couch with all the savories my mum makes and watch the special programs that come on TV.
At least we used to go for dinner in the evening or something when my sister was here, but now we do nothing.
I think these would be one of the reasons that I would be happy about, if I shifted to India.I would be with my entire family and burn crackers :D
There was one time when we had a 1000000 walla(I'm not exactly sure what its called.but everyone adds a walla after it :P ) which took up the whole length of our street and the noise didn't stop for a whole of five minutes.I swear, I thought I was a bit deaf after that.They also have the flower pots, chakra and the bombs...
Sighhh* India is so fun during Diwali.
I really appreciate Singapore's concern for its residents,but its really pissing off.All that you get here are the sparklers and whistling sparklers.Whistling ones get kinda annoying at some point of time.Oh!and you have different colours too!Blue,Red,Green and Golden! How Jolly!-.- You get these weird chemical poppers also.You step on it once and then pops.Its not that good either.I guess its better than nothing.But still compared to India ,Singapore is nothing.We even used to have better fun in USA!we had amazing parties and amazing games.
My friend was actually supposed to have a party and then it got cancelled. I don't exactly know what happened.
Anyway, so tomorrow, my schedule will be- Wake up in the morning,shower,pray,eat and watch TV,dinner,sleep.How exciting -.-

Horror Movies

Horror movies is something that I love, but very afraid of.

I used to watch alot of horror movies till I watched Paranormal Activity.Some of my friends thought that it was the most stupidest horror movie and there was nothing in it.I still beg to differ and stick to it that it was shit scary.I couldnt sleep peacefully for about 2 months after watching it.I was so scared whether my dad or mum would stand next to my bed in my room and watch me for an hour :O how freaky would that be?

The after effects of that movie made me wash my legs every night (in Hindu religion,its written that if your feet are dirty you may have bad dreams),pray,check my ENTIRE house if there was any thing lurking somewhere(even if it did.Im not sure how I would face it? ) andd check under my bed if there was anything hiding.I was also really scared of looking into the mirror,afraid of looking at something that wasnt reality.

Honestly,I still do get pretty freaked out in the night if i think about the movie too much. :P
I know I must sound really stupid,but hey I bet everyone has their weak points? :P

Even though I might have found it really scary.Its one of my all time favourites in horror.Weird isnt it?

I have also watched The Omen, The Ring, The Dark,Nightmare on elms street,Childs play and many more.

Childs play is another movie that freaked me out alot.I watched it when I was pretty young (the age when I still liked playing with toys).I was scared that one of my dolls were gonna murder me and put their soul in my body-.- So I treated all my dolls with extra care then :P especially my Build a Bear teddy :D

Final Destination series is another horror series.I really dont take it in the category of horror.Just the concept of 'No one can escape death' is freaky,but other than that the movie is just full of gore.The way people die is very creative.I cant think of worse deaths than the deaths that people face in the film.
I guess I will still continue watching horror films,but not alone :P
I really dont know how to conclude in on this.I guess you should watch horror movies so it can get you prepared for whatever is out there? or maybe dont watch horror movies because they arent gonna make you sleep :P
Happy Halloween! :)

High School Musical

Hey people.yes its been about 6 months? since i have blogged.i wouldnt have blogged if it werent for my classmates who are hyped up by blogs or something?i guess everyone is creating one now.
This post im going to talk about High school musical.
I really dont have any grudges against the movies at all.but i dont understand why people do?
Its some random high school where they sing and dance?seems like a very decent version of glee?but why hate it? :/
The songs, i found were pretty good.I find myself humming the tunes in my head during my exams. "getcha getcha head in the game,you gotta getta getta getta your head in the game" seen not the bad.right?Sometimes i just have the feeling that i am lame.Might be true.or my tastes are cool :) *smirk smirk*
Some people hate the movie because their friends do.what the heck?thats a really stupid thing to do.If one of those who are reading my blog do that.STOP.you have your unique taste.your friend cant hate you for your tastes.if she does.she isnt your friend -.-
Others just think its cool to hate the movie.I dont know why?
And on the contrary some people LOVE it.they have high school cups,caps,bags,socks?whatever merchandise available.
Anyway.to end off.im just saying people shouldnt HATE it because its really not that bad.and people shouldn it LOVE it by  worshiping it.

Malacca :)

Well.i know i mentioned in my second post that i would be writing about facebook statuses.but oh well.i jus came bak from this school field trip where they took us to Malacca.
I have actually put off writing a new post cuz i had no pageviews and it was discouraging.it made me feel like i was a loser -.-
So finally i get 6(one of them were me).and i hope the 5 of dem read my first post.So i thought i should do another one now.and its gonna be about my school field trip.It was just another random school field trip where we had loadss of fun.
There are just a few incidents or stuff that i woould like to type bout.not a few but alot.this is a gonna be a huge one.
first our Tour guide.Gosh she pissed at us like shit?She didn exactly scream at us or anything but she kept poking us and saying weird stuff .i really cant think of any now.And she is very very eccentric.She carries her hamsters around EVERYWHERE!she had this sling bag on everyday.everyone thought it was just some random small sling bag with her money or something.But only on the second day did we know that she had hamsters in them.How weird is that?i mean she goes to the toilet with that sling bag?with her hamsters?That thought just gives me a weird feelin.that is a picture of her while she was sleepin xP

This is really mean.But you have to admit it is hilarious.

Some people were unlucky some people were lucky on this trip.Us, girls got pretty unlucky in the beginning cuz v didn get to go to a gud place for breakfast at first but later all was well.but other people,some from guys and some from girls were just plain unlucky.My friend got stuck with these 2 guys and one of them did yoga while the other was watching shaun the sheep..lol.what did my friend do?Go figure xP

Some guys and girls got busted real bad wen they were caught in d same room eating chips.Lol.and what did the tchr think of it? Go figure xP I was actaully supposed to be apart of that group but luckily my roomie had to go to the toilet.so her potty saved our asses from getting busted :D

My roomates werent that bad ,i liked them. :) it was fun.We had loads of fun doing random prank calls to our friends.Kinda became irritatin when they kept calling u when u were alone in d room taking bath or sumthin but otherwise it was fun.

The trip that we had gone was a so called 'Service learning trip' but everyone just took it like a another field trip where we had come to enjoy ourselves.We went to this orphange full of kids.It was rlly fun to be around those kids with those big smiles when they saw that someone had come from a foreign country to see them.They kinda all spoke in tamil so for the all tamil speakin people it was really easy to interact.others found it a bit hard.(yarakallam tamil theriyadho,yengayadhu poi mutikonga :) )but still interarcted through actions which seemed really sweet.A guy from my class who doesnt know their language or anything had become d most favourite guy for the children at the orphange.

We had loads of games that we played at Malacca.We had this mini amazing race.but we didn get any prize or nythin which pissed us off cuz we ran in d freakin sun for 3 hours -.-

Oh i also faced my fears by holding a snake!the sight of me doing it was shit funny.but yet i did it.and that will be the first and last time.i also had the guts to hold a goat (im scared of all animals)
The food was pretty ok for me.cuz it was a south indian cuisine.
Thats pretty much i can think of rite now.Hopefully mre ppl will read my blog and i will keep up with my resolution.

Firstt! :D

Well.Its 2011 and my new year resolution was to be a blogger.well i just made it and i dunno how well tats gonna work or how many of u are gonna be bothered to read my crap :S
Anyway to keep my first post pretty simple i just wanna give an intro bout myself .I am just another average teen girl that u would see any day.A girl at school who has some enemies,haters,crushes,good friends..well u get d point..I am from India and my family,well u cud say v r kinda like nomads.We have never lived in India for more than 8 months.We were first in Boston, Massachusetts,USA and now in this small island called Singapore.Really small island.You can never go out and never meet a person u know.if u don't meet someone.Well u gotta buck up and gets some friends mate!
I love all types of music.All genres from classical to hard rock interest me.
I am shit scared of supernatural stuff like ghosts.I hear a ghost story or see a movie like paranormal activity i gotta sleep with my mum fr a whole week :P
FACEBOOK!lol.i bet that caught your eye :P.That freakin social netwrking website has been my daily routine.ther is never a day that i dont log on to see whats up with people.and yes i openly and honestly admit that i snoop through peoples profile check out the new photos,new couples,new fights and new funny self centered statuses like....nvm...Ther r too many and dat will be in my second post :)
Im a freakin movie buff.All the info about movie actors and actresses are on my fingertips :P I love watchin movies.there never goes a week without me watching atleast 2 movies in d weekend :P I dont care whether its a flop or hit i would still watch it.
Well.one of the reasons that i am starting to write blogs is that it is something to give me a reason and excuse myself from doing my boring and lengthy french project xP My initial resolution was actually to have a diary which i would write once every week.Well i gave it more thought and i gt freaked out wen a thot jumpend into me wher my mum reads my diary :S so i thought bloggin would be better.So you could say that my blogs are gonna be like a diary to me.
Btw i love my mother.she means a lot to me. even though i am not so close to her as my sis is.I love her alot :)
Well,Its time for me to sign off and go back to french world -.-Keep up for my second post next week about facebook statuses.Thank u for wasting your time to read my post!
Another teen girl :)
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